Friday, December 17, 2010

I've got the blues

This has been one of the coldest Decembers on record.  This is my first year as a Stay At Home Mom, so I haven't had to get up and get dressed every morning and somehow manage to get everything done in the limited time I had away from work.  I need to lose 30 pounds of baby weight (from 15 months ago), but it is too cold to go outside and my kids are too young to understand the dangers of being around the treadmill when I'm on it.  Being an introvert, I'm not as social as some people.

It isn't a matter of boredom.  It's lack of motivation. The house is a wreck.  The bathrooms are rotten.  The kitchen counters are buried under a ton of stuff.  Yet I can't find the motivation to actually get started.  I think the wintertime blues have hit me hard. I just have no motivation to do anything - I can't clean, cook, or get dressed.  It's bad.  At least I recognize that I have a problem...

The husband is home for the next four days.  I am just going to have to MAKE myself get dressed, clean house and get groceries, as difficult as it is. 

So I'm going to get off the couch RIGHT NOW.

Have a wonderful Christmas everyone!

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